Friday, August 6, 2010

How times flies.....

mlm tadi berlangsungnya perjumpaan semula kawan2 sekolah rendah Ibrahim setelah terpisah selama 20 tahun lebih. tempat ..kedai ikan bakar halim ( former SRI ). man..how times flies..last skali aku jumpa bebudak nih...kami masih diskolah rendah..all boys school..main bola dalam lecah..ngorat bebudak pompuan convent kat sebelah..kayuh beskal ke Tupah mandi air terjun ( bogel )...buat persembahan depan Sultan...perkhemahan kat skola...qiyamullail..semayang sunat gerhana first time lam idup aku....first time merokok lam tandas skola...hahahahahaha!!!!
man...how times flies...
mlm tadi kebanyakannya dah jadi ayah org, suami org ..bujang pon ada lagi...tapi yg pegang title D aku sorang je la!!Alhamdulillah tengok kawan2 dh jadi org. bahagia rasa tengok kebahagiaan kawan2. cuma harapan aku kawan2 x melupakan kawan2 yg x bernasib bek cam kita. Berusahalah..beramallah...Insyaallah..
as for me....life goes on...and on..and on....

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Types of vampire in the known world....

I have always been fascinated with vampirism since I was a child. It all started when my dad gave me a copy of Bram Stoker's Dracula, the single most influential gothic literature ever written. But however interesting the lifestyles of these so called creatures of the night, we as Muslim must always realized the boundries between right or wrong, good or evil. Read on for your amusement...and nothing more......

Types of Vampires
Asanbosam are african vampires. They are normal vampires except that they have hooks instead of feet. They tend to bite thier victims on the thumb.


Baital is an Indian vampire race, theier natural form is half man, half bat, standing roughly one and a half meter tall.


The Baobhan Sith (buh-van she) is an evil Scottish fairie, who appears as a beautiful young woman and will dance with men they find, until the men are exhausted, and then feed upon them. It can be killed by cold iron.


In China there are vampirelike creatures called Ch'Iang Shih, they are created by having a cat jumping over the corpse of a dead person. they appear livid and may kill with poisonous breath in addition to draining blood. If a Ch'Iang Shih encounters a pile of rice, it must count the grains before it can pass on. Their immaterial form is a sphere of light, much like a Will-O-the-Wisp.


In Ireland many druids speak of Dearg-Dues which has to be killed by building a cairn of stones upon the grave. The Dearg-Dues can't shapechange.


Ekiminus are assyiran malignant spirits(half ghost, half vampire) caused by no proper burial. They are naturally invisible and are capable of possessing humans. They can be destroyed by using wooden weapons or by exorcism.

The crete vampire Kathakano is much like the originals, but can only be killed by chopping off the head and boiling it in vinegar.

Krvopijac, these are Bulgarian vampires and are also known as Obours. They look like normal vampires but have only one nostril and a pointed tongue. They can be immobilized by placing roses around their graves. It can be destroyed by letting a magician order it into a bottle, and throwing it into a bonfire.

Lamias was known in ancient Rome and Greece. They were exclusively female vampires, which often appeared in half human, half animal (most often a snake and always the lower part) form. They ate the flesh of their victims as well as drinking the blood. Lamias could be attacked and killed with normal weapons.

Nosferatu is another name for the original vampire, which is also called vampyre.

Rakshasa is a powerful Indian vampire and magician. They usually appear as humas with animal features (claws, fangs, slitted eyes, etc) or as animals with human features (feet, hands, flattened nose, etc). The animal side is very often a tiger. They eat the victims flesh in addition to drinking the blood. Rakshasas may be destroyed by burning, sunlight or exorcism.

This is the Romanian vampire. Strigoiuls are much like original vampires, but they like to attack in flocks. They can be killed by putting garlic in it's mouth or by removing its heart.

This is a lesser known European vampirace. The general way they feed is by having sexual relations with the victim, exhausting them, and then feeding on the energy released during sex. They may enter homes uninvited and can take the appearance of other persons. They will often visit the same victim more then once. The victim of a Succubus will experience the visits as dreams. The male version of a Succubus is as Incubus.

Serbian vampires are also called Mulos. They normally appear as people wearing white clothes. They are active both day and night, and can assume the shape of horses and sheep. They eat thier victims as well as drink thier blood. They can be killed by cutting off of their toes or by driving a nail through the neck.

Upierczi, these vampires have origins in Poland and Russia and are also called Viesczy. They have a stinger under thier tongue instead of fangs. They are active from noon to midnight and can only be destroyed by burning. When burned, the body will burst, giving rise to hundreds of small disgusting animals (maggots, rats, etc.)If any of these creatures escape then the Upierczi's spirit will escape too, and will seek revenge













Demam dan Dosa

Aku dah 2 hari demam teruk...dah lama benor aku x penah demam camni..Pening, sakit tekak,badan panas and seluruh sendi rasa cam nak luruh!! Aku tingat ustaz aku masa skola dolu..Ustaz Ahmad Che Ngah penah ckp yang demam nih penghapus dosa - dosa kecil. Alhamdulillah kalau camtu. Kurang sikit markah demerit aku!!
Tapi kan...masalah aku skang nih berkenaan dosa - dosa besar aku...yang aku buat berkali2 dolu! Dolu masa buat aku x terpikir sal dosa pon..pada aku kalau Allah sayang aku, Dia akan beri aku peluang bertaubat and redeem myself. Tapi bila skarang..aku akui aku dah insaf dan taubat nasuha...aku jadi takut sangat Allah x terima taubat aku...seorang hamba yang hina...kotor...yang x layak pun meminta apa2 daripadaNya. Camna ni??
Anyway..wat semua kawan2 yg doakan aku cepat sembuh...thx a billion...
I think I just need a couple more of Panadol...a blanket and some zzzzzzzzzzzz........

Friday, July 30, 2010

Bencinta...

Benarkan ku 'tuk berbicara...
Bicara terus ke hati mu.. Hati mu..
Hati yang penuh rasa ragu
Jangan terus pergi
Tanpa mendengar ku
Mungkin mudah
Untuk kau terus berlalu
Nanti dulu
Berikanlah waktu
Untuk aku, untuk kamu



Ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
Kaku aku melihat mu
Lidah kelu sedangkan aku
Mahu kau tahu
Aku cinta pada mu
Benci pada mu
Cinta pada mu



Ke tepi lihat ku berlalu
Pasti itu yang terbaik untuk ku
Tiada lagi mahu ku tahu
Tentang hidup kamu
Tentang mati kamu
Aku tahu
Engkau tahu apa yang mata ku tahu
Apa yang kau tunggu
Mahu aku buka pintu?



Ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
Kaku aku melihat mu
Sedang aku mahu kau tahu
Dengar kata ku
Aku cinta pada mu
Benci pada mu
Cinta pada mu

Sakitnya aku
Membenci kamu
Sakit lagi mencintai mu
Dan aku pergi
Tapi kembali
Benci aku mencintai diri mu

Ku benci... Kamu

                                                                               Ku cinta... Kamu


lagu ni merupakan direct intrepetation perasaan aku pada ex aku. pedih...perit...x pernah aku sangka....

BFF - Best Friends Forever!!??

Baru je abih chatting ngan kawan bek aku ( A ) ... a very nice and funny girl. Rasa selesa bila aku ngan dia communicate..x de barrier walaupun aku admit ada jugak benda2 yang aku x gitau dia lagi....maybe in time..
A successful young girl...junior aku masa skola dolu dolu...still kemetot cam masa skola dolu dolu...hahahaha..tapi aku x pernah sangka dia lebih keloloh dari aku!!
Sorang lagi kawan bek aku yang aku ceritakan segala-galanya pasal aku ialah ( F ). Memang understanding sangat...never demand anything from me...and I really do love her as a friend. cuma aku kena pandai jaga situation sebab dia BINI orang...hahahahaha!!
Anyway...I'm still me...alone...loved by no one...except my Maker...Alhamdulillah.

Wheeeee!!!

Jap tadi ada sorang kawan tu kol...tapi jap je...bila aku angkat dia x nak ckp....so aku kol dia balik....
hahahaha...so confusing....but that was the first time I heard voice dia..cam katy perry kata " like a hard candy with a surprise centre "...hahahaha... a pleaseant surprise. I'm listening to Stairway to Heaven by Led Zepp ...sojuk la bilik nih!! hampeh...kalo ada selimut lebih best nih...dolu masa ada isteri x yah selimut pon x pa...skang dah bujang balik!!?? hahahahaha!!!zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!

Cinta pada tuhan ...kan lagi baek!!??

Kadang-kadang kita tengok ada member kita dalam rumah sendiri membuat perkara membuang masa. Mungkin kita nampak perkara tu dan kemudian kita tidak berbuat apa-apa.



Kenapa agaknya?


Adakah kerana kita berbaik sangka yang takpe la..nnt dier sedar la tu. Sampai masa ada la kot orang tegur. Mungkin ayah dier nanti akan tegur. Ataupun..sebenarnya dalam hati kita tanpa kita sedar kita dah merelakan perkara tu berlaku. Atau kita sebenarnya terbiasa dengan membiarkan jahiliyah kecil berlaku sehingga tiada rasa benci kepada kemungkaran.


Wait..jahiliyah kecil jer kan. Bukan membunuh orang or berzina pun… ; kalau begitu yang kita fikirkan, sememangnya dunia dan dosa dah mula bertapak di dalam hati. Jahiliyah yang kecil la sebenarnya akan membawa kepada jahiliyah yang besar. Sedangkan Allah berfirman untuk kita bersama islam sepenuhnya. Dan itu sudah cukup men-invalid-kan dakwaan bahawa jahiliyah kecil is tolerable.


If dalam peristiwa Bilal dikeji pon Nabi dengan tegas menegur para sahabat, apatah lagi jahiliyah-jahiliyah yang kita buat zaman sekarang ni. Kalau dulu tertengok aurat pun sahabat dah rasa bersalah..sekarang ni kita mungkin terbiasa untuk sesama kita sendiri menonton movie-movie ‘islami’ yang dilakonkan oleh mereka yang berlakon ‘islami’..tapinyer..kadang-kadang mereka yang berlakon tu tak menutup aurat pon dalam movie tu.


Sahabat.. jangan bermudah dengan kita banyak memberi rukhsah dan kita compromise dengan mudah dalam perkara-perkara yang kecil. Menonton movie ‘islami’ pon kononnyer.. mendengar lagu yang bersifat duniawi walaupun mungkin ada perkataan ‘Tuhan’, ‘taubat’ dalam liriknya.


Kadang-kadang kita perlu bertegas dalam isu ini. Lebih-lebih lagi di kalangan mereka yang mengaku membawa dakwah.


Dalam isu bersama dengan orang yang masih belum faham dengan islam..ada rukhsahnya. Memang dalam untuk memahami mereka, kita perlu mengenali latar belakang mereka. Namun kerana alasan ini la ditakuti penggerak dakwah sendiri tidak nampak di mana batasan. Dan akhirnya apa itu jahiliyah sudah tidak disedari. Malah semakin tiada rasa bersalah kalau kita sesama kita pun dah terbuat. Malah dipromote lagi…


kadang-kadang kita terfikir mengapa dakwah yang kita buat ni bagaikan tiada hasil atau cahaya harapannya. Adik-adik dan masyarakat seolah tidak terasa sentuhan kita. Seorang pernah berkata:
‘Kenapa student-student sekarang ni tak rasa segan silu berkepit bertepuk tampar depan kita ye?’


Good point di situ: masyarakat luar dah tak nampak kita ni significant dan kehadiran kita seolah tiada aura dalam masyarakat.


Mungkin dan besar kemungkinannya..kerana jahiliyah itu sendiri berlegar di kalangan pendakwah. Maka sinar cahaya tu Allah tarik balik dan akhirnya kita sendiri akan tersingkir dari medan dakwah. Time to bring a new generation mungkin. Allahuakbar. Betapa ruginya kita..




Wallahua’lam, sekadar berkongsi, dan moga kita sendiri mampu mengorak langkah baru. Jahilyah-free insyaALlah.






wassalam....
Badak